You gave up, but this is my secret struggle. This my heartbreak diary, where I can write, complain, hope, for anything I want without being judged, or worried who sees. This is what I'm feeling, and what I want. This is my journey.

Please please don’t forget that we’re supposed to hangout

you said you’d make time. please make time. preferably today during the day. please please please

Im scared this is getting bad

we hardly talk and when we do i have to initiate. im so scared of how distant youre becoming. i want to see you, and you dont really seem to care

I need to be okay with this, I need to

I am bummed out though. I hate seeing you post on other girl’s walls to go to your show. I don’t think you’d really care if I went or not. I hate promoting. I hate that you’re good at it. I know it doesn’t mean anything but it makes me so upset and so uncomfortable because we’re not together. Especially lately since you’re so busy. We’ve hardly talk. The most was last night, and you stopped answering me. I thought you fell asleep but you were probably just promoting. Yet again. I hate not being a priority. I know this isnt your fault, i said i was okay with this. But i hope it changes in a positive light. 

YOU ARE SUCH A FUCKING DOUCHER

like seriously. GOD. lately youre so difficult to talk to. i seriously hate you sometimes.

27645.) If I don’t talk to you at least once a day I feel like I woke up for nothing.

27674.) i want nothing more then for you to text me and tell me to come over. i don’t mind what we do i just want to be in the same room as you..

27691.) I go out with my friends and have an amazing time. Then I come home, and I just break down.

27695.) i just want to know why you don’t text me? just ask how i am…that’s all i ask.

When I sign online, your screen name is the first one I look for.

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